Ok. Few days didnt update. Let me recall back what i did last fews days. Went fishing with dad.

Met isham to learn the basic's of guitar. Stayed at home as it was so called ''family day''. Hahs.

Then today went nazrynn house. Oh yes, my dad have not been working and its so irritating. Damn serious. I mean seriously. Hahs. Ok look down. 

Went to see insyhirah and farhan pass out at somewhere near bukit timah i guess. Anyway this my first time go to this POP. I could only say Ok la. Went there with school uniform and its suck la cos it takes time for me to get people company me go toilet over there to change clothes. That wei yang and amzar keep disturbing me. OK nvm, then when to eat our dinner or should i say supper at ljs. Then went home. End.

Hmm.

Band prac was ok. Then off to jp to find hp cover and yadiy downloaded new game. Then as usual run at stadium. 

Ok thats all. No pics. 

Thank you.

Went to nazrynn house and download some songs and pics.

Then went to stadium around 8. Yup 8.

Yes love running lately. And and love the smell of the stadium. Hahs.

Weird i know. Ok done. NO pics. Ok end here. bye. 

Hello  again. Company my dad fishing. 

Not really into fishing tho.

Follow him just to take pics. Hahs.

Quite fun also la.

We went to a place where i dint know there is.

Ok. Look down. :)

Hello. Update yaw.

Start the day with damn boringness.

So, called nazrynn and off we  go to west coast.

i try counting the stars but end up with different numbers

every time i recount it again. hahas.

Ok i'm done.  The pics guys!

Well, i'm here to update back about my life recently.

It been sucks. Totally sucks! Words are running through my head.

And that someone has left me with alot of question. 

And i learn my lesson. Guys seriously cannot be trusted.

Nvr believe their sweet words cos they are bitter. Seriously.

I want to start a new life but i dont know how. 

I want to forget what had happen but i cant. 

Its too deep. I  mean its difficult. Seriously it is. 

Well, i guess its time for me to be who i am. 

Happy, cheerful, bubbly old herlina.

No more being serious or emotional about love

and other relationship stuff. Boys are friend not 

for love. Yes herlina, remember that. Toodles!

Hey...

YESTERDAY:
Went to do project at Farhana house.
Seriously i came and did nothing.
Well, i was late by 1hr plus that is why. Hahs.
Supposed to meet wan after that but msg him,
he was sleeping. Is like tertido kape?! Haha.
Well, just go to jp with farhana and nasuha then.
Buy art paper for erm cant tell. Haha. Then meet up with
syahrul. We walk from jp till somewhere near my house.
Haha. He's a talkative guy seriously. Haha.
Well, started to feel close to someone. =)


TODAY:
Ok as usual, school was boring.
After school went to work for 2hrs only and
i only get $6 only. Haha. Pathetic right?
Well at least earn money...
Quite fun la the work although it's quite
tiring. Hahs. Ok i'm done. Bye
As usual, started to feel close to someone. =)

Ouhkay...
Nothing much happened today.
Went to my aunt house to send my brother
and yeah meet up with some friends.
Then, went to my aunt house again. Hahs.
And oh something happened to my leg. Damn man!
And ya, he didnt send me home just now. Hmph!
Well at least i got someone to send me home
by bicycle. Thanks ya wan. I know i'm heavy.
Exercise mah. Haha. And yah i finished my housework.
Yeah! Hah. Ok i'm done for now. =)

started to feel close to someone....

Hey.....

I'm back to update. =)

YESTERDAY:
Ok.. yesterday is the investiure.
Fun? hmm.. yeah.
Omg wei yang is graduating soon.
Oh i'm soo going to miss him!
It's like there is emptyness in the trumpet.
Sigh.. He plays really well.
Ok. Nvm. I still will see him no matter what right?...
Yeah... Take alot of pic today. Pictures will be udated
when i recieve it. =)

TODAY:
I'm bored...
Hmm.. i think i'm going to my aunt's house.
My mom dint cook.. house was in a mess since
my grandma sick and stay at my aunt house.
My parent my sis is working and now i'm
the one who need to the housework. Damn right?
Well kind of good anyway. At least when i'm married
i'm used to doing this thing. HAHA. Well, end here then.
Update again later yo. =)


Started to feel close to someone...

My sis has change since she work.
She tends to get angry easily.
I talk to her, she ignores.
Oh, I'm totally upset.
Yes, i cried.
Where my sis?.......

Today mood: HAPPY

Yeah, whole day out to sp with band peeps. Wake up early
in the morning with a heavy head. Hahs. I was having a
headache for the whole yesterday. Meet up at naz house.
My plan after that is to go posb to withdraw some money
but then stm again, i forget that today is sunday. As you
know the bank close every sunday. Stupid of me huh?.
Luckily i had enough money. Meet them and someone
wear same colour. Hahs. Kepo ar. Ok description of the
sp symphonic band. Awesome.... Hahs. Well, trumpet
sounds nice. My section btw. :D Performance ended, we
went for our dinner at IMM, BAGUS. Hang out outside
BAGUS for awhile. Take some pics.
I'm started to feel close to someone.
Hmmm... Hahas. Ok i'm done for now. =)

The pics will be updated tml.

My plan of staying at home for the whole day was canceled.
I decided to help alysa withe band thingy.
We did it till 10+. Suddenly, I miss him. idk why.
Oh my head feel reall heavy right now.
Cant type anymore.
Bye for now.

I'm bored.
I'm sick.
I'm tired.


Wei yang called me just now
to meet therall but i'm really damn
tired and feel so sick to go out of the house.
So to filled up the borigness, i'm going to
practice my syf piece, blogging at my secret blog,
watch videos at youtube. Yeaps, these would
make up my day. Tml i'm not sure,
to go or not to go. If still sick then i
i'm going to cancel my plan for tml.
Hope my sickness would go away.
Ok enough for now.
Blog again later. =)

Journey to RP is quite boring.
The feeling of being in the poly
is so cant describe. Looking at
all the student around. So different.
Having to seat at a cold room listening
to the Lerkiat talking about trumpet
is boring but meaningful. I didnt know
he was quite famous. Practicing eiger
song was tough seriously. And yeah i'm soo
going to sleep early today. Nites.

HELLO!

Test was sucks!
Band was average.
Today is ok.

I'M DONE. BYE! =)

HELLO, I'M BACK TO UPDATE!

=)

Last tuesday went west and east coast with band mates. Real enjoy myself.

Cycling was fun tho we perspiring like hell. And i keep saying "what the fuck" haha.

Yesterday went to wild wild wet! It was real fun! Excluding my skin become black. Ok that's all.

People said that my blogs looks like dying.
Haha, well not acually. I still update it.
And yes this holiday i didnt often go out.
It's like hell outside men. So damn humid.
And yes i went out one time to town.
Its just to celebrate birthdays.
Went out with my bestfriends naz & atiqah.
I love them men!

Shout out to atiqah: Lain kali call dulu yer. Apela wasted u know.

Ok last Thureday just get back from the camp.

It was a combine camp, consist of

Jurongville concert band, deyi symphonic and millitary band.

It was really damn tough camp but i felt real

lucky going to the camp tho its really tiring.

The camp is like non-stop drill.

It's like morning drill. Afternoon drill. Night drill. Haha.

Okok. Not that many drill la. But at night always kena punishment.

Pump in position for so long men. PT is so damn tough but we must endure!

Well afterall it's a nco's camp. ENDURE! Haha.

Went to buy things for the nco's camp.

Foooh..very nervous for tml camp.

I know it's going to be tough.

Ok gt pack my things.

Wish me luck yeah. Bye!

Today celebrate cuzzie birthday again.
Not at swensen's but at her house.
Yesterday was the actual date tho.
Oh yes, there's this two bottle that i found interesting.
It about ur fortune. You just have to shake it and let one
of the stick to fall out from the bottle through a small hole.
It interesting seriously tho i dont really believe in this thing.
Here the pic of the bottle. :D

Gone 'shopping' for nco camp things. Haha.

Oh yes, celebrated cuzzies birthday at Swensen's.

Happy Birthday Nur Khalisah!

Be a good girl and make ur parents proud.
Study well. :)

Yesterday: Had band practice. Erm.... quite okay. Not too boring.
Had NCO's briefing after band till 7+ pm. Oh, i'm so nervous about the
upcoming nco's camp. Brrrr.

Today: Ok bout today, oh yes last day of school bebeh. Tml going
to take my report book alone. My mum and dad are busy people nowadays.
I hate it men. Oh yes, today went to sungei buloh. Fun yeah!

Spent my weekend and last monday at west coast.

Woohoo i know how to skate. Spend whole day rollerblading.

It look easy but try it, it tough men. Had pancake for breakfast just now.

Yum yum! ^_^ Oh yes babeh!! Holiday is coming. Looking fowards for a

enjoyful, exciting and relaxing holiday. Ok off i go bye. :) Oh ya, here's

the pics i took. Dont mind if the pics is blur.

Exam results are out.

MT= 63/100
Math=48/100
science=57/100
Homec= 67/100

Need to work on math this holiday.

About today:
Nothing much.
Oh i run fast.
Damn mira.

Hello. Straight hair. woots.

Exam ended.

1st paper=Mt paper 1= Easy
2nd paper=Mt paper 2= Difficult
3rd paper=Math paper 1= ok
4th paper=science= damn difficult
5th paper=Math paper 2= ok
6th paper=Homecons=difficult (but who cares)

So that's all the papers i seat for exam.
Marking day is tomorow.
No school and i'm going to rebond my fringe.

About today: So much for eating breakfast at Mac.
Iryadiy fault. If i never came to mac i would never
had spend my money. Argh! And i could have probably
rebond my fringe now. Bluek to yadiy. :p

West coast....

Yes celebrate mother's day at there.

But that place just remind me of someone.
Someone who had left me broken hearted.

Yes mint.

Oh, forget about it.

After, we went to eat at bb.

And that was the time.....boom!

I saw look alike Matt Tong. Haha. '-_-

He was sooo darn cute. I cant stop staring.

The way he eat, the way he looked down on the floor

and the way he looked at people passing bye.

Oh! I'm melting..hhhhaaaa. (psychotic.i know.) Haha.

Well enough of Matt Tong. Here's pics taken!

Ah yes exam is tml. I dint even study.
So i guess i better start styudying now.
Nothing much to blog about today. :)

Launch book night was last Friday. Yeah, quite memorable. Oh yes, mint came with sis and friends. I was happy to see him. But too bad after the whole thing ended i couldn't find him anywhere and got to know he has left to meet someone and yes he left his jacket with my sis and you know what? I'm holding it right now. Oh god how i miss his hug. I miss him so much.....Here the pics taken that day. :)

As you see, it was my birthday. Celebrate it at chalet. Yeah bebeh! Well, it was fun excluding the time where i didn't get to put my dress back when cutting the cake and taking the pics. Well, i seriously looked awful as that time i just get back from cycling nad when i reach the chalet back everybody was like "herlina come here! Cut the cake!" and I was like shit no time for me dress up. Anyway, altogether there's 4 people celebrating the birthday together so it's kinda like 4 in 1 party. Hahs. After the party i sing! Woohoo! I have a duet with khairul. Haha. It was great. He have such a nice voice. Couldnt believe it at first though. At night was the best. My sis and i with two boys name Khai and Shah which was like our cousin but acually not. We sat down at kinda deserted beach and when i look up, there were so many stars. Seriously i never seen so many stars and my sis said that she saw a shooting star and that was around 12+ am. There's really a lot of fun times i had with the boys and i felt like i'm their 'girlfriend'. Haha. Oh yah i read this book, ' You, maybe'.

"Do you always get what you want?"

" Yes" he said.

Well shout out to mint: I'M A FOOL FOR FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU! Get that? :p

helloooooooooo!
i celebrated my birthday today.
yay me!

Right now, my heart still hurts. I tried to forget what had happened but somehow it's still playing in my head. I never thought i miss him so much. Till now i just want to see him smiled at me and talked to me but each time i saw him, a feeling of hate filled my heart and somehow i dont want to see his face and just walked off. Just his name makes me cringe. I know, i cant blame him. But why must he gave me hope at the first place? Why must he say the three words when he didn't mean it at the first place? Those words he said to me means nothing to him but for me it means alot. Now, seeing him close to another girl really really hurts me.

He may not sees it but if only he sees deep inside how hurts my heart are. I dont know when will i stop blogging about him. But i'll know maybe one day this heartache would go away and maybe i've forget about everything and be just fine without him in my life.

i never thought i miss you this much.

When I see you,

I feel blue

because we could never be

and it hurts me.

I just pretend that it's nothing

but deep inside,I'm still hurting

Yeah! I know it's really hopeless

and it makes me feel depress.

I try to forget

but I still fret

Oh! How I really regret.

I try to be with sombodyelse,

but there's no change in here

I still love you and it's clear.

How I remember

the days and nights full of love we shared together.

The memories we share,

the feelings that we care

How love is in the air!

The places that we go,

our love that we show,

the plans that we make

and the joys and the aches.

But now those days are gone,

The bliss is none

The memories are just part of the past

My love for you is like a swept dust.

God how long will it take for me to forget you?...

I MISS YOU.

It goes down my cheak

Its now in my mouth

A tear

All that pain in one

It is so sad

No one can help

But me

My heart hurts

It pains so much

But what can I do

But cry

He left me... It hurts. It hurts so much. What i did wrong? Sigh...

I cheered myself up by watching the millitary band perform

their SYF at the National Stadium today. :)

Millitary band rocks!

Worst birthday ever. Sway ar.

Stressed! OMG PW is killing me men!
I cried .

My birthday is tml.

Happy birthday to me.

I will make a wish that i will never regret.

I love mint!

A word to describe today: BORING.
Im so fedup with 'him'. Dint want to see him again.

But, still waiting for 'his' call every single seconds....

4 points for me for the run. Cheers!

I had KFC for lunch. I'm soo going to run after band tml.

Had too much fat stored in the body already. Hah.

OMG! Real angry with 'him'. Did he just lied to me?

Oh yes he did, did he? Oh whatever la.

Maybe love has gone. idk.. Sigh..

Well, hope Yusry didnt call to ask for the trumpet.

Real tired now. Oh yah, i ALWAYS been tired. Hahs.

TIRED. The word that describe whole thing about today.

Can't stop dancing while marching. Funny story 'bout that.

I love 'mint'! You should love it! Hahs.

Well, i back here to update my blog.

Didnt update my blog for a long time. So i guess stop reading my blog. My blog is DEAD for now. Bye.