As you see, it was my birthday. Celebrate it at chalet. Yeah bebeh! Well, it was fun excluding the time where i didn't get to put my dress back when cutting the cake and taking the pics. Well, i seriously looked awful as that time i just get back from cycling nad when i reach the chalet back everybody was like "herlina come here! Cut the cake!" and I was like shit no time for me dress up. Anyway, altogether there's 4 people celebrating the birthday together so it's kinda like 4 in 1 party. Hahs. After the party i sing! Woohoo! I have a duet with khairul. Haha. It was great. He have such a nice voice. Couldnt believe it at first though. At night was the best. My sis and i with two boys name Khai and Shah which was like our cousin but acually not. We sat down at kinda deserted beach and when i look up, there were so many stars. Seriously i never seen so many stars and my sis said that she saw a shooting star and that was around 12+ am. There's really a lot of fun times i had with the boys and i felt like i'm their 'girlfriend'. Haha. Oh yah i read this book, ' You, maybe'.

"Do you always get what you want?"

" Yes" he said.

Well shout out to mint: I'M A FOOL FOR FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU! Get that? :p

helloooooooooo!
i celebrated my birthday today.
yay me!

Right now, my heart still hurts. I tried to forget what had happened but somehow it's still playing in my head. I never thought i miss him so much. Till now i just want to see him smiled at me and talked to me but each time i saw him, a feeling of hate filled my heart and somehow i dont want to see his face and just walked off. Just his name makes me cringe. I know, i cant blame him. But why must he gave me hope at the first place? Why must he say the three words when he didn't mean it at the first place? Those words he said to me means nothing to him but for me it means alot. Now, seeing him close to another girl really really hurts me.

He may not sees it but if only he sees deep inside how hurts my heart are. I dont know when will i stop blogging about him. But i'll know maybe one day this heartache would go away and maybe i've forget about everything and be just fine without him in my life.

i never thought i miss you this much.

When I see you,

I feel blue

because we could never be

and it hurts me.

I just pretend that it's nothing

but deep inside,I'm still hurting

Yeah! I know it's really hopeless

and it makes me feel depress.

I try to forget

but I still fret

Oh! How I really regret.

I try to be with sombodyelse,

but there's no change in here

I still love you and it's clear.

How I remember

the days and nights full of love we shared together.

The memories we share,

the feelings that we care

How love is in the air!

The places that we go,

our love that we show,

the plans that we make

and the joys and the aches.

But now those days are gone,

The bliss is none

The memories are just part of the past

My love for you is like a swept dust.

God how long will it take for me to forget you?...

I MISS YOU.

It goes down my cheak

Its now in my mouth

A tear

All that pain in one

It is so sad

No one can help

But me

My heart hurts

It pains so much

But what can I do

But cry

He left me... It hurts. It hurts so much. What i did wrong? Sigh...

I cheered myself up by watching the millitary band perform

their SYF at the National Stadium today. :)

Millitary band rocks!

Worst birthday ever. Sway ar.

Stressed! OMG PW is killing me men!
I cried .

My birthday is tml.

Happy birthday to me.

I will make a wish that i will never regret.

I love mint!

A word to describe today: BORING.
Im so fedup with 'him'. Dint want to see him again.

But, still waiting for 'his' call every single seconds....

4 points for me for the run. Cheers!

I had KFC for lunch. I'm soo going to run after band tml.

Had too much fat stored in the body already. Hah.