"You don’t just automatically love someone. you have to slowly learn to trust, then you start believing them. You want to be with them more to the point where you’re jealous of anyone who tries to be with that person. Then it gets you mad but you get past it, you can’t be jealous anymore. You can’t because you have this undying confidence that this person will never leave you, they will never betray you, and that they would never pick someone else over you, that you’re irreplaceable. That’s when the confidence hits you, that you really do love each other and it’s unbreakable."

"Love isn’t about the romantic nights or gifts. It isn’t about fireworks going off around you when you have that first real kiss. Love isn’t about kissing in the rain and dancing beneath the stars. It isn’t about the big moments or the big surprises. Love is not a fairytale. Love is about still having the butterflies after years. It’s about the second looks and laying in bed wide awake, all night, because you can’t go to sleep mad at each other. It’s about being willing to sacrifice, literally, everything for someone, just because you care so deeply for them. It’s not about buying them gifts, but it’s about leaving them little presents here and there, just to remind them that you are constantly thinking about them. Love is about all of the little things, that add up to really big things. Love is rare and special, but should not be treated as if it will break. Love needs to be thrown around and beat up a little bit, worn in, but not worn down. Love needs to be a comfortable feeling, a place to go when no one else in the world can relate. A safe place, where you know that no matter how ugly you look or how angry you are, you will still be loved."

Today was the happiest day of my life.

I just get back from fishing at changi kelong. I went there with my bby and his friends. I just tag along as he asked me to. Beginning of the day was sucks. Am i right b? I'm sorry i slapped your face. I dint mean to and you know that it's all your fault but i know i did something wrong and eventually i gave a kiss on your cheeks and hope it makes you feel better. :) You make me cry but i forgive you and how cute of you to msg me in the train when i'm just infront of you and you could just say sorry to me directly. :) I love went the night came. We hugged by the sea and kissed under the moonlight. I love how you hugged me and ask me to open my arms and said "kan mcm titanic" and i just laughed. I just hope that the day never ends...

I know that soon you will ask,
"B, do you want to be with me?"
And i will answer.......

"Everyone says that love hurts, but that’s not true. Loneliness hurts. rejection hurts. losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again."

Quoted from someone blog.

I'm sorry for not updating my blog.
Well first reason because theres always people using this comp and i DONT have a chance to use it. Second reasons is i'm just sooo laeeeezeeeyy. Fuh perangai totally nazrynn seh. 3rd reason is.. ok no more reason. Ytd was just came back from camp. Sleep like a pig. 6+ pm till today morning. Count back its like more than 12 hours. Isnt that good? Haha. Alright i miss frhn. :)

Fucking piss off. Muke serious mintak kene sepak! Where the hell the money gone to? Stupid. Tsk.

Finally, new skin. Kesian nazrynn penat. Thanks kak! Love you. :)

Dont love a person because of sympathy.
Love a person honestly and truthfully.

How i wish i could turn back time and never start it. Love is confusing. Sometimes you think you love him but another moment you ask youself, "Do i?" And you become unsure. And thats when everything become confusing and complicated for you. "I love him, i love him not..." You cant make up your mind. People says that you should love a person for who he is not for what he is. Yeah, i agree with that but look does matter. I bet most of you goes for looks first right? And what i'm trying to say here is im in dilemma...


Follow your heart and do what is right herlina.

Goodnight...

Went rollerblading with naz just now. With the wet weather, i tell you it is damn slippery and yeah i manage to survive by not falling. :D Went down and up the hill. Wee~ And so tomorrow is a day of boringness for me. Bla bla bla bla. Ok goodnight!

Pagi-pagi nenek is noisy like hell. Helina wake up!! Go for your religious class!! And like what teenagers always did? Take the pillow cover my whole head then sleep back. Haha. Am i right?
And ofcos i didnt give a damn so i slept till 11am. Woke up and again another noise from my mum. Haaa. "Pergi ngaji malas, pergi keluar balik sampai pukol 12 tak malas." Hiyo typical malay mum's nagging and again what i did? Went out of the house and play with my hamster outside. Haha. Alright, i'm hungry. Its time for my lunch. Update again later eyy.

I came upon this guy blog. Somehow i love reading his blog. The way he sentence out his words is so unique. I'll be his secret reader. :) I love spending time with my mom at home. Thats make a reason why i didnt go out when my mum is at home. You know, having a working mom and dad makes you miss them so much and then when they're nt working you try to take the opportunity to spend the day with them cause you know after that they no longer have time to spend with you. Honestly speaking i love my mom. :) I know i nvr say this but yeah i just said it!

A one in a million day it is today. ;)

Rollerblading around the neighbourhood.

Nazrynn, let us be the only rollerblading girls in jw. Yeah.

Hari hari main confirm pro punye!

Had a ass cramp. Ass cramp? Haha. Idk.